11/10/08

well this week has been the worst week of my life i got my nails done and the lady cut my fingers up bad i have been fighting with people in the wedding i will leave them un named cause i dont plan on talking to them at the wedding infact i dont plan on talking to them period un less god makes me forgive them which i dought will happen cause im stubborn as hell and pissed no one from school showed up at my shower which sucked and i have been loosing sleep again not to mention april reappeared in our lives last night again homeless and wanting me to take her in and her girlfriend and i told her no so that has made today very difficult for me because i feel like i owe her that much i feel like i need to take care of her so i was sick to my stomach most of the night worrying where she was sleeping cause she had no where to go so yah all the bs continues on and i have 8 days till jeremy is home well i have to get back to school just thought i would up date everyone

11/4/08

hello everyone i am in class bored out of my brains because i have already done all of my work and my fellow classmates need help so i get to hear peopl call my name every five minutes lol which is fun i am tired and counting down the days i know everyone else is to because they are tired of bridezilla well i just wanted to check ina dn tell everyone i am fine jeremy leaves to come home the 16th and will go to bagdad and stay over night then he leaves the 17 for the US for 14 hours and then on the 18th switches plains and arrives in houston at 9:45am at which time i will be there to get him ALONE mother and daddy i do not want company sorry... and my apt door will be locked and phones will be off you will have to wait till the 19th to see him...
well i have to get back to class xoxo

10/30/08

Well hum what is there to tell i am rather busy and as josh stated in his blog i don't have as much time as Christopher to blog so i forget the eventful things that happen during the week when i actually sleep which isn't much i might add so it is rather difficult to recall exciting occurrences... well today i went to school at 7:30 and didn't get to leave till almost 6:30 and then i went to dinner with mom it was fun fun fun!!!! Well i do have some exciting news yesterday was the first time i have slept since last week so that was nice i was so mentally and physically exhausted by yesterday that i fell asleep in my school uniform and a hoodie at 6pm and didn't wake up till 7 this morning i laughed at myself because i never fall asleep with all that crap on you have to take into mind my uniform is a dress shirt dress slacks and dress shoes and i threw a hoodie over it cause i was cold when i got home.... well anyways today has been long school was long at least and since the cold weather has blown in my eyes have really started to bother me so i am wearing my glasses for the time being... oh my children i haven't talked about them on my blog opera is great he has gotten very spoiled today i came home for two seconds to let him go potty and a little girl around 2 ran up and tried to give him her cookie and the mom ran up and told her no the cookie was for her so opera sat down and started whining because he anted the cookie and the mom laughed and i said I'm sorry my child is just rotten and i told him he could get a cookie upstairs so he ran up the stairs and whinnied at the door so i let him in and gave him a cookie i just bought a huge new bag from pets mart gosh my babies are rotten... well gizmo is good too he has gotten really fat Jeremy probably wont recognize him any more.... well besides all these interesting things I'm going through my mid life crises already on the day of my birthday when i got home i just sat and watched all the commercials and looked at the eyes and around the smile area and was freaking out cause i don't want wrinkles and saggy eye lids so ya I'm sure my brothers are laughing about now and I'm sure they will torment me well other than that nothing else is very interesting oh i know something funny i got a funny email the other day and i thought of Christopher for some reason and it made me laugh Christopher and Jeremy actually the email went like this
A few minutes before the church services started, the congregation was sitting in their pews and talking. Suddenly, Satan appeared at the front of the church. Everyone started screaming and running for the back entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from evil incarnate. Soon the church was empty except for one elderly gentleman who sat calmly in his pew without moving, seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. So Satan walked up to the man and said, 'Do you know who I am?'The man replied, 'Yep, sure do.''Aren't you afraid of me?' Satan asked.'Nope, sure ain't.' said the man.'Don't you realize I can kill you with one word?'asked Satan.'Don't doubt it for a minute,' returned the old man,in an even tone.'Did you know that I can cause you profound,horrifying AGONY for all eternity?' persisted Satan.'Yep,' was the calm reply.'And you're still not afraid?' asked Satan.'Nope,' said the old man.More than a little perturbed, Satan asked, ' Why aren't you afraid of me?'The man calmly replied, 'Been married to your sister for 48 years.' i thought of Jeremy and Christopher after reading this because I'm pretty sure Jeremy would say I'm evil and I'm pretty positive its not fair unless i give Christopher some credit so i just thought everyone needed a laugh well talk to everyone later...

October 28th 2008

Today has been a very boring but interesting day as usually i get up at 6 arrive at school at 7:45 got out at 12 but today unlike other days i had to return to school to start the first day of my last class from 1:30 to 5:30 fun fun fun.... Then i went to dinner with mom and came home! My life has become so interesting since Jeremy left (hint of sarcasm) the days are getting shorter but yet it feels like forever i am so tired of living alone and being alone Jeremy cant get home any sooner!!!! For those i haven't talked to recently Jeremy is fine he is rather bored with his job but has to stay on his toes because people he works with aren't the greatest and he is at risk of unemployment everyday apparently or at least they threaten everyone frequently... He says it has started raining and unfortunately this isn't something we predicted and he doesn't have water proof boots so lets pray he doesn't catch Pneumonia... Other then that his life seems rather interesting with out me as well he gets up works a 13 hour day, eats, works out at the gym and goes to bed... calling me once every two to three weeks and emailing everyday... Doesn't that sound eventful!!! it seems like we are both miserable and enjoying all the stresses of wedding dismay and drama... Other then my interesting life school keeps me enraged they tell me you will graduate on dec. 5th then it is the 12th then the 19th now the 11th and now they inform me that the teacher added the wrong hours and i am behind and have to make up hours my life is caos i need a vacation! well i am sure if you are reading this you are bored with my simply domesticated uneventful life...Have a Great Day